Penantian.

Salam and Hi semua orang,

Dah berhabuk dah blog ni and I missed nak bercerita dalam ni (even i'm not sure who will read though haha). So many things happened in these few months.

To cut the story short, on 25th August 2014, doctor confirmed that I had ovarian cyst. Bukan satu tapi dua. Saiz nearly 10cm on the left and 5cm on the right. Masa dpt tau, it made me so down and i nearly give up. Hoping for berita baik but it turns out the other way.

Alhamdulillah selamat menjalani operation on 4th September 2014 at Hospital Pusrawi by Dr Salleh. Sangat berterima kasih for the whole family, inlaws, friends that came to visit. Special thanks to my hubby yang balik dr KK semata mata utk be my side at the hospital. Thank you sayang!

Sebelum keluar hospital, doc said that I had endometrosis. He suggests to take lucrin injection for six months to stop my period. Dia kata it is the best to ensure my endo is clear so that I can start trying to get pregnant. I was like "Six months?!" (dalam hati la) but then after discussed,we agreed.

Mahal injection around rm500 each. And now I can't believe that actually I will have my 5th injection this 31st December 2014 and my hubby will be with me. Yayyy! Last injection kena amik on 28th January 2015. Tak sabarnya nak abiskan dos injection ni. After the 1st and 2nd dos, side effects were terrible. I was so so down and depressed. But now syukur, i think my body is well adapted with the injection.

Last appointment on the 3rd injection, 3rd December 2014 doc Norkedah scan to see if there is any cyst but syukur sangat, it was clear with no cysts and she said probably i don't need to continue my injection then. (if there is any cyst, i may need to continue another 3 months.) I need to thank my sister for introducing me to Qaseh Adinda as my supplement. I think Qaseh helps me a lot in curing my luka dalam after operation and also assist in stopping any cyst to grow. As pesakit endo, I need to eat healthy food and makanan sunnah. That's why I choose to consume Qaseh. Hope tidak perlu terus amik injection as first reason, it costs a lot of money and second, i want to try getting pregnant.

After finish the 6th injection, it may take a while (maybe few months) before i get my period, So it will be another penantian for me. Takpela emmy, some things are just worth the wait kan?

And now another penantian is waiting my hubby to come back home. We will meet after 2months not seeing each other due to his work. 10 days to go for now and I am so damn excited! Being in a long distance relationship taught me a lot, especially on keeping a good attitude while waiting and to be sabar all the time.

I will try to write regularly (selalu ckp camni tp tak jadi pun haha) because I just like to share my story. Oh okay, next post will be about my baby bro's wedding. I'll write bila dah setel majlis belah kami nnt on the 28th December okayy? I tryyy haha. And oh yes, I still can't believe he is married. hihi

See you later guys! Take care~

Love,

Mylia :)

Ramadhan 2014

Assalamualaikum and Hi All,

How are you guys out there? Dah berhabuk blog ni. *sapu jap* hihi Always wanna write but don't have the idea to write. I wanna share my holiday to Melbourne but maybe next post? It's already the month of Ramadhan for 2014. Yup kejap betul masa berlalu for this year. Kejap betul. I can't believe that actually I am already nearly 9 months being a wife to Ahmad Zaffar. Oh no, I even tak post about my wedding pun. Takpe, i try to do one post about it. (i hope so hihi)

Talking about Ramadhan, it will relate automatically to puasa. Puasa means kita menahan diri dari lapar dan dahaga. Not only that, it also includes menahan diri kita dari melakukan perkara yang tidak disukai Allah swt. Especially menahan diri dari marah. Kena sabar mengharungi dugaan yg ditetapkanNya. Not only in Ramadhan of course. Ramadhan gives us the opportunity untuk menambah pahala so grab peluang yang ada. Jangan sia siakan. I'm trying to get all day tarawikh done (except if i'm on mc hihi) whether at surau or at home. And baca AlQuran after Subuh prayer. Trying my best and let us do it together. Jom! Hehe

As all of you know (from my FB & IG of course), i am in a long distance relationship. I am in KL while my dearest husband is in KK. Yup! Kota Kinabalu Sabah. Kami jumpa once a month or maybe longer. Rindu tak? Susah tak? Boleh tahan ke? All these questions I've got a lot, like a lot okayyy~ Bukan senang and bukan susah jugak to be in perhubungan jarak jauh ni. Since we've got married, we do not spend everyday together but we do went for holidays. This is one way of us spending our precious time together. Planning to go somewhere for our anniversary (on me haha) but yet to decide where. And I'll be meeting him this weekend because he's coming back on Friday. Kejap je he will be around but it will be sangat bermakna berpuasa sebagai seorang isteri di samping suami. :) And this also means that being in LDR, sabar is very important, and of course rasa percaya.

Takkanla si isteri tak rindukan suami kan? I miss him a lot but I have to understand yang dia jauh sebab mencari rezeki. It's for our own future jugak kan, so isteri kenala sabar dan berkorban, InsyaAllah. Oh another question Ive got is "Dah ada isi ke?" The answer is belum ada rezeki lagi but usaha tetap usaha kan.Kadang2 Allah tak bagi apa yang kita minta tapi Dia bagi apa yang kita perlukan. Maybe rezeki mylia untuk dapat zuriat belum lagi, mungkin rezeki lain yang datang dulu. Kita hanya mampu merancang, Tuhan yang menentukan. 

So for the time being I took supplement. As I said, usaha tetap kena usaha kan. hihi Now I'm taking Shaklee GLA and Bcomplex plus Qaseh Gold Adinda. Maybe I can share one day on how these supplements work on me kan. Okay, got something to do. Will try my best to be on the blog more often okay? Take care & Selamat Berpuasa dearest family & friends~

Love,

Mylia :)