Wednesday, 7 March 2012


Salam and Hello to everyone,

It is raining heavily when I wrote this. Seakan2 mengiringi what Im going to tell you this time. Hurmm,I once wrote before pasal officemate I yang disahkan menghidapi kanser. Siti Mariam was her name. Maria meninggal dunia last Sunday around 12.45pm. Bila I dapat call tu,actually I was heading to my bestfriend's wedding at Dato' Keramat's hall. Speechless. Tetiba teringat balik everything related to her. But seriously, I miss her. :(

Let me share something about her. She is very pretty,friendly and talks a lot. When i joined Kelana Jaya branch,she was already there. At first,mmg tak rapat sangat but after few months kami jadi rapat. Lunch together. Arwah is 26 years old this year. She got married last year in May 2011. I still remember yang kitorg kena main bowling wakil branch KJ. It is actually in July 2011,two months after kahwin. She told me that dia muntah2 and pening kepala. Me usik dia,thought she was pregnant. But she said no. She still played bowling until the end of the game. I have to tell you that she was a PRO. Strike je. :)

Then,after few weeks her pain get worst. And like been struck by lightning she was identified suffering cancer,brain tumor. Im crying right now because masih ingat lagi..masa melawat arwah di HKL,she already knew about it and cakap pada me "sorry ye if ada buat salah apa2 kat emmy" Seriusly,i bersungguh2 tahan air mata ni dari mengalir time tu. I told her yang "mana ada buat salah apa2" and kiss her forehead and straight away went downstairs. And expected,I cried. I cried a lot. Masa tu tertanya2 why should she suffer all this pain when she just got married.. Tuhan lebih mengetahui.

That time actually,she started to forget many things. Even she forgot my name. Sebak,sedih. But I understood her condition. She went for operation once. And she took prolonged illness from the bank. Sekali sekala arwah datang bank. And she even went to weddings. I can stiil remember her sweet smile even that time dia ingat tak ingat orang sekelilingnya.

And on the 4th March 2011,arwah Siti Mariam meninggalkan kita semua. Bila sampai di surau,people gathered around and ramai yang mengiringi jenazah untuk dikebumikan. Cuaca seakan membenarkan urusan berjalan dengan lancar.

She is the girl standing next to me.

I miss her but I knew yang Tuhan lebih menyayanginya. Kenangan bersama arwah akan sentiasa terpahat di hati. Even telatah dia sentiasa diingati. Moga rohnya dicucuri rahmat. Mohon jasa baik yang membaca blog saya ini untuk menyedekahkan Alfatihah kepadanya.

I think that's all for now. Terima kasih kerana sudi meluangkan masa membaca. Love you guys.

Mylia :)