Thursday 28 July 2011

Dalam sekelip mata je. :|

Salam and hello to everyone.

Ye ye,saya tau saya salah. Saya tau saya dah lama tak menaip.Ampun! Terlalu banyak perkara yg berlegar dalam fikiran ini. Cewaaaah! Too busy la with so much things. Hope semua sihat sihat saja yaa. Actually banyak things to be shared but ill try to make it short ya.

First story,cerita best je dusun aka kampung halaman ofis mate ku di Labis,Johor. Mmg terbaekkkkk! Sebab apa? Sebab first time pengalaman saya menjolok buah manggis dari pokoknyaaa. Menarik kannn? Sangat sangat teruja. Terima kasih Kak Sab aka Kak Ina. Hehehe. Durian yg banyak juga dimakan oleh saya yg semakin gemok ni! Waaaaaa. Jangan main2,untuk bbrp jam sy gagah mengasingkan isi durian tu drpd bijinya dengan tujuan utk dibuat tempoyak yoo. Banyak giler sbb dpt dlm 5-6 tupperware standard tu dan penuh tau. Thanks to Kak Sab's family yg sangat sangat baik hati dan melayan kami dengan sempurna. Terharu! :') Lupa nak mention,saya pegi bsama Zarina aka Temah,Wawa aka Joyah and sekali dgn tuan rumah Kak Sab. My abm pun turut serta bersama isteri dan anaknya Rayyan yg sgt comel and suka saya. Hahaha. It was a exhausted but exciting weekend. Jangan tak percaya,the next day was Monday and we ate durian kat ofis tau. Hehehe. Abis the whole bank bau durian. Hehe.

The next story is about an accident happened betul betul di depan mata saya. Sangat berdebar time tu. Ada motor yg menyelit dari kiri and nak ke kanan depan kereta saya but malangnya tetiba kereta depan berhenti mengejut. Motor tu pun x sempat buat apa and langgar bontot keta tu. Bayangakn i was driving just behind the victim. Nasib baik saya focus memandu if not berlanggar jugak. Saya nak berhenti time tu but because of it was in the middle of the highway,i decided to teruskan perjalanan ke kerja selepas nampak ada yg berhentikan kereta dan hulurkan bantuan. Saya nampak sendiri the guy tergolek di depan mata. Sangat teruk tp bila tengok belakang balik,the guy managed to berdiri balik. Alhamdullilah and pray that guy tade ape2 yg teruk,Amin. Sekelip mata je kan benda boleh berlaku so bersedia la dengan segala kemungkinan..

The last story to be shared is about an officemate of mine. She is not well. Admitted hospital due to a serious condition. Sepanjang i know this pretty girl,senyuman tak pernah lekang dr bibir dia. Dia suka jugak membahan orang kat ofis tu. Orangnya muda je and kecik je. Tak sebesar emmylia la. Opppss! I admit that i am besar? Ouucchhh. Things happened in a blink of eye. At first,dia cuma sakit kepala and muntah muntah je. Thought she was pregnant. Yes,dia da kawen. Baru je bulan 5 ari tu. And two weeks after that,she went to doctor and kena tahan. Got bad news that she maybe have ketumbuhan dalam otak. What do you feel if that happened to you. Just got married and still young. Dia lagi muda dari Emmy. Even saya yg menaip ni pun dah bergenang air mata. Semuanya dalam sekelip mata. When i go and visit her yesterday, I tried very damn hard to not let the tears go down my cheek. I let the tears bergenang je di kelopak mata. It is not only me that buat cam tu. Each and everyone yg tengok dia kat wad tu semua bergenang air mata. You know why? Because she starts to not remember things. Sayu tak? But she still recognize people cuma certain time and certain things she couldnt recall. Sayu sangat. Yang buat saya sebak is the part she said to me 'Emmy jaga diri bebaik tau.' I try to control my sadness dengan make jokes to her saying that she is the one who should jaga diri,not me. Hurmm. Disebabkan tidak tahan lagi,i went down earlier than the others and cried on my way down. Why all of this happen in a sudden. But I know that ini semua ketentuan Allah swt. Dearest friends,i just need a few seconds from all of you out there to pray that she will be okay and just fine. She will be operate soon but at this moment of writing,she is still waiting untuk operation tu. So please put your hands together dan berdoa utk this friend of mine berjaya melalui dugaan yg maha hebat ini.

Just got news from my mom, my aunt aka adik my mom sedang tenat akibat cancer. My aunt kena kanser usus last year and she recovers but actually the doctors dont follow up her condition since january this year. She went to the hospital because of demam but actually when the docs checked. Her cancer dah merebak ke hati dan tulang selangka nya. Because of hati dah bengkak,perut my auntie jd cam kembung. I visited her last few weeks and dia dah keluar wad pun but now she was admitted again and doc told that her condition is becoming worse. Hope you guys out there can also contribute your doa for my dear auntie. Anak anak macik i ni still kecik kecik lagi. That fact makes me sedih sangat. Hope everything will be fine and she will fine. InsyaAllah. Sama sama kita doakan for my dear friend and aunt. Amin!

Thanks for dear readers that sudi baca nukilan saya ni. Just please do keep in mind that anything can happen in a sudden,dalam sekelip mata je apa apa pun boleh berlaku dan bersedia la untuk menghadapinya. Oh ye,for pasukan Harimau Malaya yg akan bertemu Singapura kejap lagi, All the best! Harap boleh menang dengan penuh bergaya. Go go Malaysia! Okay then,will write more later. Tata.Love you guys. Thanks again for sharing your time with me.

Love,
Mylia :)

Monday 11 July 2011

Ada sebab di sebalik kejadian. :')

Salam and Hello to everyone,

How are you out there? Mylia a bit high di pagi isnin ni akibat makan durian yg banyaaaaaakkkk malam semalam. Makan kat ss2 yg korang kena bayar range rm10-20 per person and makan durian sebanyak mana yang anda mampu. Dah macam buffet da haa. I went with a bunch of friends there. Makan tak benti woooh tp puas hati gak. Release gak la skit tekanan yg ku alami. Ceewwaahh. Pas makan,memang sangat ngantuk la. Pagi td Bonda pulak sediakan sarapan nasi lemak. Woww! Durian+nasi lemak=HIGH!! Sangat blur buat keje hari ni tp alhamdullilah tiada kemalangan jiwa berlaku. ;)

Oh ya,last week I got one berita tergempar. Haha. Tade la gempar sangat,cuma terkedu juga diri ini. Muka mmg berubah abis la. Berita apa? Biar la sesiapa yg tau,tau. Yang tak tau,tak perlu tau laa. Hehe. But I believe that ada sebab di sebalik segala kejadian. Mungkin kita dah tau sebab nya sekarang. Maybe jugak kita akan tau sebabnya di masa depan. Semua tu Tuhan yg tentukan. Fikir positif atas apa yg berlaku. Nasihat ni untuk diri sendiri jugak sebenarnya. Mylia rasa diri ni boleh dikatakan kuat jugak la sbb masih teruskan hidup ni seperti biasa. Dugaan menimpa diri kita untuk membuat kita lagi tabah menghadapi hidup ni. Kita kena kuat untuk diri sendiri dan juga keluarga terutamanya kedua ibu bapa yang menjaga kita dr bayi hingga skrg.

For those people out there yg Emmylia pernah buat silap and salah samada marah atau melukakan hati korang..saya susun sepuluh jari memohon ampun dan maaf. Segala yang buruk dtg dr diri saya sendiri. Hope you people that have been hurt sudi memaafkan saya yg hina lg kerdil ni. Take care ya di luar sana. Love you guys a lot. To my dearest baby sis,cepatlah balik rumah. Cant wait to see you. :)

Love,
Mylia :)

Wednesday 6 July 2011

Crying doesnt mean you are weak. :)

Salam and Hello to everyone.

How was your day today? Hope all of you out there had a good day yaa. Me? I did not had a good day. Sobs sobs. Nearly involved in an accident. But luckily,i am still breathing here. Let me share a bit about it. I was driving on the highway. Yes yes,i was wrong at the very first place. I was driving quite fast. Sorry dude! And i dont know what i was thinking about that moment as tetiba i perasan that the car in front of me made a emergency break. Dapat bayangkan tak keadaan myself that time? Dengan memandu melebihi had laju,tetiba kereta depan berhenti mengejut,i sedaya upaya menekan brek dengan pantasnya.

At that moment,macam2 i pikir dlm kepala hotak ni. Yang paling jelas dlm fikiran is the face of both my Mak and Abah. Masa tu,i pray hard to God to save me from any bad things. Bayangkan kaki ni menekan brek sampai dah hujung2 brek. Kuat pulak tu bunyi nyaa. And i brek pun,i hala stereng ke kanan skit. Tu pun sebab ada orang penah ajar i that kalo brek mengejut,kita kena hala stereng ke tepi supaya tak berlanggar depan2 yg akan wat akibat yg lagi teruk. Terima kasih ya pada yg ajar that perkara to me. Selamat je brek,jantung ni berdegup sangat sangat laju. Tangan i pun menggigil dengan hebatnya. Masa tu rasa bersyukur sangat sebab Tuhan bagi saya peluang untuk teruskan hidup lagi. Syukur ke hadratNya.

Pesan Mak hari hari: 'Akak,bebaik bawak keta. Jangan bawak laju-laju'

Ye betul! I am a very stubborn girl. Degil,sangat degil. Capricorn mmg degil laa. Sorry for other capricorn if im wrong. But for this capricorn named Emmylia,yes yes I am very stubborn. Gile babeh punye. Hahaha. Harap harap bakal suami sangat memahami bab ni. Siapala yang malang tu kan? Masih tidak tau siapa kah gerangannya. Hurmm. Masa kejadian berlaku,airmata sedikit pun tidak menitis. Maybe sebab sebelum ni sudah banyak air mata yang dibazirkan begitu sahaja,mungkin sebab terlalu takut atau terkejut. Mungkin. Tapi time tulih blog ni,rase sebak tu sangat ketara.

You know what? Kadang kadang menangis tu bukan kerana kita gembira atau sedih saja. Tapi kadang kadang menangis tu dapat melegakan hati,dapat menghilangkan segala rasa yang terpendam dalam hati dan dapat mengurangkan semua beban yang dipikul. Menangis tak bermakna orang tu lemah. Menangis tak bermakna orang tu sudah berputus asa. Menangis juga tak bererti orang tu sangat sensitif dan terlalu beremosi. Even im crying now,im crying for many reasons. But it doesnt mean im weak. It doesnt mean that i surrender. Its just a way to somehow release all the burdens you have. Believe me,ive tried and it really helps. Kadang kadang kita rase tak sedap hati,rasa sebak di dada. Tapi kalau kita lepaskan dengan menangis. InsyaAllah rasa lega akan ada. Janganlah menangis sampai mata bengkak teruk pulak. Nnt da tak cantik la. :)

I had good news this morning. Ada panggilan utk exam PTD next week. Alhamdullilah,harap harap boleh jawab dengan berjayanya. Aminnn. As i mentioned in my previous blog,it is my parents hope for me to keje gomen. And yes,my Abah is the one called me early in the morning and told me about it. Macam biasa,surat yang cam dr kerajaan atau spa,mak abah will be the one yg bukak kan utk me. Hehe. So wish me luck,mana tau ada rezeki dengan gomen ke. Huhu. Till we meet again. Love you all out there so muchh. Oh yes,just to mention a bit here that I really miss some of my best friends out there. Hope you guys doing great even I know that I wont be spending great time with you guys no more. So sad but trust me,i miss you guys! Thanks for reading. Take care yaa.

Love,
Mylia :)

Saturday 2 July 2011

Hargai setiap saat bersama yang tersayang. :D

Salam and Hello to everyone,

It is Saturday!Yeayyyyy.Semua orang pun bila tiba nya hari Sabtu atau Ahad akan menyorak kegembiraan. Opps!Sorry pada yg bekerja di hari Sabtu atau Ahad. Hehehe. Weekend ku bermula dengan ke Wangsa Walk membeli GPS untuk ayah tercinta. Rombongan cik kiah yang disertai me myself,my adik laki and adik pompuan beserta Izz and Mia.

Kemeriahan berlanjutan when Hazrina Aziz turun kl dan kami karok berdua! Terbaeekkk wohh, Setelah sekian lama tidak berkaraoke,kami berjaya menyanyi semalam. Melepaskan gian bersama sama. Sementara tunggu my dear bestfriend ni pegi tengok wayang dengan pujaan hati nyaa,kami amik kesempatan utk karok. Then she slept at my house and we had a loooooong chat. Tentang apa? Biasala hal hal pompuan ni. You know what i mean right? :)

Sabtu bermula dengan bangun untuk hantar cik Reena ke pekeliling. Nyaris terlambat tapi dia sempat jugak naik bas. Comel je dia berlari. Sorry bebb! Leh silap jalan pulak haaa. Hahaha. Then I went to the movie bersama Mak,Fazly adik laki ku and Emma adik pompuan ku. Kami tengok SEKALI LAGI. Serious from deep of my heart,this movie sangat menyentuh perasaan. You cant just stop your tears. At first, dah nangis and dah benti then after a few minutes you will cry again. YES! that what happened to me. Aisshhh. Dengan heroin yang cantik Lisa Suriani and also hero-hero yang hensem Shaheizy Sam and Bront Palarae, jalan cerita yang tak leh nak expect what actually happened before and after buat this movie an interesting movie to watch. Tak rugi sehhh! Go and watch this movie now! Sam sememang nya sangat comel yaa. :)


Oh yee,nak selit skit. Kami adik beradik kongsi duit untuk beli abah a GPS yang sebenarnya da lama dia teringin untuk ada. Its actually a belated Father's day gift and combined together his 59th becoming birthday gift that is on 5th July 2011. OMG! My dad will becoming 60 years old next year. When i gave the GPS,he was so excited and cant wait to use it. But still we need to learn first on the GPS sebab takut abah nanti tak berjaya nak guna. Hahaha. Im very happy to see that big smile on his face. Dah lama tak tengok dia seronok camtu. Hope you like it Abah.


Tetiba terdetik di hati ni,all of this time I was staying and spending time with my parents, Abah and Mak, Terfikir pula,bagaimana nanti bila sudah berkahwin? I wont have this opportunity sebegini lagi kan? Time tu akan ada but limited kan? Now i know why selalu time nikah,pengantin perempuan akan tersedu sedu nangis. :) So, sementara belum nak kawin ni..Ive decided to spend as much as time with my beloved parents and siblings sebelum the day of 'jadi milik orang' tiba. Dont misunderstood,its not im getting married soon. Ini luahan rasa hati yang tetiba hadir. Cewaaaaaahhh. Hargaila setiap saat bersama yang tersayang sebab we wont know what will happen in future. Either kita akan ada kesempatan lagi,masa sudah berkurangan atau langsung tiada peluang lagi...


I think thats all for now. Will continue write more and more later yaa. Have a nice weekend people! Take care and always remember the loved ones yaa. Thanks for spending time reading.

Love,
Mylia :)